it has begun,

The entire Sacramento population of young adults from the ages of 18-23 disgusts me. I want a full detailed list of what you were into about 2 years ago, and what you are into now. Lets compare. Lets laugh. Let me slap you.
When I look at photos and its just an array of shredded scarves and lame ass fashion sense then it makes me want to strangle myself and then vomit all over your face.
I'm glad to say that half of you that go to "last nights party" suck, wait, not half, probably 75% of you all.

Don't get me started on your clothes
Don't get me started on your vibes
Don't get me started on just...just...what you are about.

NO.

NO.

What's happening around her neck? Did she buy it? Yes.



Until next time, au revoir.

Post-script: By the way, if you come across a fur hat as big as these, contact me immediatly.

Turn for the best, or worst?

I've come to the conclusion to create this into a 50/50 blog:
50 percent fashion/50 percent a day in the life. New things to come. New things to happen. New things to appear.
In the mean, time, have fun.
We can blame fabulous Ashley Hook for this addictive website. Polyvore, where you can create outfits and people can either buy what is in your outfit or event buy the entire outfit. It links you to where the items are available (if available) and also posts the price! (if available!) its marvelous!!!
www.Polyvore.com, Take a look around, or even create your own!

For the birds, the birds, the birds by Michaelsays

j'espere

Honestly, I have never been as inspired as I am right now to work on clothing. I cannot explain this feeling, but this video has actually captured what it is that i've been wanting to make for some time and what I will accomplish for a shoot I am doing over winter break with Cait and friends.

lions and tigers

if that is the way that it is going to be then fine, fuck you. Fuck you for throwing away everything that we have done. Fuck you for forgetting how I inreality have been nothing but a good friend to do. I HAVE NEVER FUCKED YOU OVER! Ever. Not once. So fuck you for treating me like utter shit. You need to open your eyes and realize that the world doesnt revolve around you and shit fucking happens. You need to fight your own battles and not make other people fight them for you. i hope you realize how pissed off you made me. I hope you realize that you are nothing now. You've thrown away every friend you've had.

Fuck you to you too for saying that shit to me, what have I DONE TO YOU? NOTHING! NOTHING! You treated this immaturely and I cant ever forgive you.


I reached out and wanted to be friends with you, you fucked me over at the beginning of the year, actually end of last year. You left me for someone you didn't even know only because it gave you status. AND DONT LIE.

I've done nothing but be there for both of you. I've done nothing but BE A FRIEND. And then you let that shit be said. That's fine. I can live.

I'm done
I'm done with you and you, read this. I don't give a shit.
You left us at the corner of K and 22nd confused out of our minds, because, we actually didn't do anything. Neither did you.

SO GET THE FUCK OFF YOUR HIGH HORSE AND GET BACK DOWN TO REALITY.

like you'd save the best for last

I was just at La Bou and for some reason this stood out to me, an old couple who brought dim sum to La Bou to accompany their coffee. sweet.

EVeryone, shut up about not helping consumerism. What do you have against all of it? Stop acting like you aren't this walking, talking materialistic human being. Tell me how you really feel about not helping our struggling economy. Lets put money back into the system instead of saving it and not helping at all. Stop acting like a unique individual by saving and not spending today because honestly, you aren't. Get over your gigantic egos.

non, je ne regrette rien

The freaks come out and the photos are shown. I don't understand why some people do the things they do. Why some people say the things they say. It really honestly kills me. This to me is just me rambling on in the middle of the night, but for some reason it has to be done at times. Jane was in town this weekend and it made me realize that Sacramento isn't all that bad. It's just the people that inhabit it. All buy some small study group of people. I've honestly never disliked an amount of people ever in my entire life. The things they do, the things they say, just the way they act with other people make me want to shoot myself in my head or slit my throat. All are very extreme things but, you try watching yourselves and then get back at me. You don't know how to act in certain situations and you all also do not know how to act around other people that don't wear american apparel or boots from a fucking vintage shop. Stop trying to act unique in your entire urban outfitters outfit and your v-necks. Stop following a trend. Jump from one to one another to another. First it was FFTL and now it's Justice. STFU and DIE.



Did i just jump from one to another? or did I just jump from one to another? It happens.

lets recap: I leave on Jan. 2 for a nice extended time with Megan.

and heaven knows I'm miserable now

It has now surfaced who I can trust and who I cannot, it kills me, it slays me. It will eventually murder me but it is what it is and I cannot and I will not change my feelings towards people most here. Sacramento, CA has let down all expectations and I cannot do it anymore. One year, next year, this very month, I will be gone and happier than ever. I have the okay's and the ability to do it and i'm not going to stop myself from doing what I feel is right.

Countown to winter break road trip with myself: 55 days.

election day

YAY AMERICA.
FUCK YOU CALIFORNIA.

Excuse me music lovers

The Evening Episode-Red Weather

Click me!
Tera Lopez leads with the vocals, everything she does is amazing. They had their last show last weekend while I was in LA and I am very sad I missed it.
BTW PARTY AT HER PLACE SATURDAY

OMGZ AUSSI

IS EREEEEBODY RDY?

Abby

I am going to quote one of my only good friends on something that is hilarious, " i wish i knew how to ride a fixed gear. i want to go to sf and sit by the piers and watch all the boys on their fixies all day."


kthxbai

LATELY

WOW, I HAVE NOT BEEN ON HERE LATELY. Things have been so wonderful lately. minus the car fucking up thing and almost dying, thats another story for another camp fire. Things are so good right now, I have a job, school is going well (well, it will be, haha) and my clothes are selling. Things are happening so fast and so brightly. LA in 2 weeks for 6 days. I'm so fucking excited, sososo excited. I need to remember to write on here more.

NO ON PROP 8
NO ON PROP 4
YES ON PROP 2.

RULES OF ENGAGEMENT.

this may be a waste of time but little high schoolers lit the fire for this.

dont stare at me from afar with a fucking look on your face, i dont want to see it or look at you so go somewhere else.
dont wear your hair like a fucking mushroom.
NEWSFLASH!! YOU'RE NOT CORY KENNEDY!!!
really? you're unique? hahaha
i hate girls the ages between 14-17. except for like 10.
good day to you.

...said the eagle to the dove

I want freezing winters back
I want my heater on in my car on full blast with the seat warmers on while playing a fine frenzy
I want daria to come back on tv
I want the weather to change for the better and not for the worst
I want someone who cares about me
I want everyone who doubted me to feel ashamed
I want people to stop trying to fit in
I want people to go back to there places
I want a new job
I want to just start my life
I want a car that I'm not afraid to drive
I want to spend the rest of my days traveling
I want everything to fall into place.

Move on closer break it off

I havent been on here in a while. I graduated. I havent slept a full nights sleep in about 3 weeks. Its summer time! I have a job! Pretty sweet if i do say so myself. I'm sitting in my room alone right now and all i want is mochii or katsu.

Review for scarlett.

So far what i've listened to on Scarlett Johanssons new found love of singing I am not disappointed. I think that she has recorded is really amazing. She has recorded music tthat she wanted to record. None of these songs can be remixed and played on some shitty Euro dance club or anything like that, If you dont believe me, then take a listen again
Falling Down by Scarlett


Coachella 2008 was amazing, enough said. I cant wait until HARD.

ITS COACHELLAA SEASONSSSS

YAYYAYAYYAYAYA!!:DDDD
PRINCE
YELLE
PLASTICINES.
UFFIEEEE
MATRIC
BLAHBLAH

My excitment is coming out of my pores!

Coachella is in less than 4 days! I leave in 4 days! I love this year. I love year 2008.

Autism Benefit Fashion Show & Concert
Friday 16th May 2008
7pm
1801 Lofts Courtyard

Tickets available soon at bows & arrows.
We LOVE Olivia Coelho.

In Other News....

My life is pretty much summed up in this very Season boxed set cover.

I always leave my shit on the roof of my car and always ends up falling off. Coffee....books..bags...AA jackets..etcetc its happened to me. Why was a cursed with such a horrible memory? Really, my memory is really really bad ask anyones. It's really sad actually, I never remember test dates, I even forget to write down important dates. uggghhh.
Also, sergio and I are having a big party friday night! make it a for sure event!!!



Coachella is next week, i dont want to see stupid people there.

Catch me.

April:
VV-THE REAL LINE-UP...LOLOL

Pourquoi tu m'appelles oeuf coq alors que j'mappelle omelette ?

Justice last night was amazing! Absolutely amazing! Diplo was really good too and Fancy sucked, but after their first song the lead singer realized that they were bad and they just needed to stop. But, of course they did not stop. I think the highlight of the night was me falling, me getting my head and hand stepped on and the fact that my shoelaces came undone which resulted in me and kristin falling and almost getting trampled. This made me really really excited for Coachella and Fools Gold! I SO EXCITED! Also, the room got so hot and ful of sweaty bodies that the ceiling had condensation that ended up raining on the crowd, it was disgusting and funny. Last night was all around an amazing night.

:D

Pourquoi tu m

"not bad"

She says " Not bad" to my grade on my research paper. I didn't know that a fucking B+ on a 7 page research paper that i slaved over jut deserved a "Not bad." Wow, really? That is the last fucking time I tell someone about good grade on an important assignment. THE LAST FUCKING TIME.....I'm over this.

Cause i'm black like that

GARAGE SALE! SATURDAY AT 12PM!
WHERE: LIZ LILE'S HOUSE!
23RD AND L!!!
AT NOON!
LOTS OF COTHES!
VINTAGE!
MODERN!
MUSIC!
LIVE BANDS! FREE FOOD! COME COME COME!
I ust got home today from Disneyland and LA. I hate little children and I love Pinkberry! I also love the hollywood tower of terror and talking with little 13 year olds on grizzley river run! lolol! but this week was good and tiring!:DD

thats whats upppp

Saturday from 3-10pm Sellout Butout at Bows and Arrows.
Catch me and my new clothes! lots and lots of stuff!

F'real though?

Since when is it okay for a school to become a totalitarian state? It's not okay. Since when is it okay for a new principal to come in and fuck things up like she is hella tight.
NEWS FLASH! Evelyn Fucking Buffiko, you're not hella tight and you need to be told this. You aren't a dictator in our school so stop trying to be one. Just because you have the power to be a bitch and expel people for stupid reasons doesn't mean you should use that power to your advantage. You fucked things up majorly in our school and an army of students hate you and are just waiting for the day you leave, seriously, parties will be thrown.

On a happier note, I haven't been on here in a very long time, extremely long time! I'm really excited for summer. I graduate soon and I can't wait to get out of the shit hole West Campus High School I a in, fuck that school, fuck it hard. Up-The-Ass. I am planning on going to Vermont in July for a week to see Gwen and then she is going to come back to California with me. Maui in August. Paris in January. City in August, and Chanel Mobile Art in September in NYC and again in 2010 in Paris.
Does anyone want to go to Fashion Week in NYC at end of August or in Feb. next year?

newnewnewnew

I'm making lots and lots of clothes!
and listening to good tunes.
fashion show in may.
dance party at school in march.
and I'm making 2 of m friends prom dresses, want a dress for a dance? lemme know
also, heres a really good mix! Download it download it!
by Trash Talk
Click here!

Sing to each other like friends telling stories

Things to look forward to in the near future:
Coachella 2008
Getting my license on Wednesday
Getting a job
Spring Break
Getting my car
Finishing my senior project
& Finishing Spring/Summer 2008.

Also, here are some photos from back over winter break until now:

christmas christmas

the last 2 weeks have been a success. it was a good break from school and people i don't like seeing at school. i really only saw like 4 or 5 different people and it's weird. i'm getting sick, -_-. Nicolas arrives in 10 days or so and i am really excited, and so is my family and so is he. He is nervous, just like i was before i left for france. speaking of france i dont think im going there this summer, instead im going to visit everyone on the east coast and leave this state for a long while. I want to visit NYC, burlington, colombus, boston and NC. I want to travel more, i wish school wouldnt get in the way of traveling. i really am tired of school. i need a job also, i complain too much. but christmas break was good, very good very very good. i am ready to return to some people, others, well, they can stay at home.

He's my evil shadow dove, my black palomino.

There was a girl who talked to geese
She understood them and they her
One day she looked into a crystal stream
And saw in its bed a diamond
She picked it up and placed it in her hair
As she did so she turned into a geese
It was then revealed that the other geese
She magically had understood
Were once human like her