This night is gonna end, when we're damn well ready

I've come to the conclusion that I really am glad that I have the friends I have. I think i've done a really good job on the people i've chosen to trust and be close to me. I've come to the fact that I really only like a handful of the friends I have. Being with Shana, Kristin and Molly tonight at True Love Cafe talking about our past 6 years together and friendships and reminiscing about past events and events that have taken place now. I now know that my past friends hate me for stupid petty things that I did today and they need to move on. I'm actually glad I separated myself from my "best friends" in middle school, the only thing they would of done today was hold me back and be boring. The friends I have chosen for myself today and forever are far from boring and are exciting and full of life. If I could write something for each of them then this blog would be long, just not because that handful would contain a million people, it wouldn't, but because i would have to write so much for each of them. This is for you, the handful that I see on a regular basis, talk with all the time, hangout with all the time and just talk with all the time. I hope you know who you are.

shake it to the groundddd

What what, christmas is on tuesday. I spent too much on gifts. I love christmas. I should go to church but i cant sit through those ridiculous sermons. I'm not going to LA anymore for new years, sad. but whatever. I need something to do on new years! unless i just sit home and sleep which is what this break is for!. The 2nd semester of school is coming upon me and I need to study for finals. A foreign exchange student is also staying with me for the 2nd semester, Nicolas from Chile. 16 years old, i'll put 5 dollars down that my friendships will triple -___-''

They are the hunters we are the rabbits

Madison and I attended Jojo's 17th birthday party/Senior Girls Party(?) at the Mexican-American Hall of Fame. They had one? Apparently. It was fun, I did there music, but I guess ghetto people do not like a crystal castles song? Weird. LOL. But it was alot of fun, we danced and danced and danced.

I need a change of scenery

Sure everyone says it, but no one goes through with it. I need to get out of this city. Nothing is being offered for me here. I live a fast paced life and Sacramento just isnt keeping up with me and I am not enjoying it. A lot of stuff has happened lately, I went to Maui for thanksgiving. I had my 18th birthday bash. I have alot of photos but I just dont have time to upload and scan and resize and edit. I know I should do it, but I just dot have any time. Christmas is coming upon me and I am very excited for it. 3 weeks until break, and my body needs it. It is completely drained and cannot handle anymore. I am going to LA for New Years Eve with Mariah and Emmet and we're staying at Allie's. I am very excited about that too.

I need a change of scenery. Take me to nightlife LA.