lions and tigers

if that is the way that it is going to be then fine, fuck you. Fuck you for throwing away everything that we have done. Fuck you for forgetting how I inreality have been nothing but a good friend to do. I HAVE NEVER FUCKED YOU OVER! Ever. Not once. So fuck you for treating me like utter shit. You need to open your eyes and realize that the world doesnt revolve around you and shit fucking happens. You need to fight your own battles and not make other people fight them for you. i hope you realize how pissed off you made me. I hope you realize that you are nothing now. You've thrown away every friend you've had.

Fuck you to you too for saying that shit to me, what have I DONE TO YOU? NOTHING! NOTHING! You treated this immaturely and I cant ever forgive you.


I reached out and wanted to be friends with you, you fucked me over at the beginning of the year, actually end of last year. You left me for someone you didn't even know only because it gave you status. AND DONT LIE.

I've done nothing but be there for both of you. I've done nothing but BE A FRIEND. And then you let that shit be said. That's fine. I can live.

I'm done
I'm done with you and you, read this. I don't give a shit.
You left us at the corner of K and 22nd confused out of our minds, because, we actually didn't do anything. Neither did you.

SO GET THE FUCK OFF YOUR HIGH HORSE AND GET BACK DOWN TO REALITY.

like you'd save the best for last

I was just at La Bou and for some reason this stood out to me, an old couple who brought dim sum to La Bou to accompany their coffee. sweet.

EVeryone, shut up about not helping consumerism. What do you have against all of it? Stop acting like you aren't this walking, talking materialistic human being. Tell me how you really feel about not helping our struggling economy. Lets put money back into the system instead of saving it and not helping at all. Stop acting like a unique individual by saving and not spending today because honestly, you aren't. Get over your gigantic egos.

non, je ne regrette rien

The freaks come out and the photos are shown. I don't understand why some people do the things they do. Why some people say the things they say. It really honestly kills me. This to me is just me rambling on in the middle of the night, but for some reason it has to be done at times. Jane was in town this weekend and it made me realize that Sacramento isn't all that bad. It's just the people that inhabit it. All buy some small study group of people. I've honestly never disliked an amount of people ever in my entire life. The things they do, the things they say, just the way they act with other people make me want to shoot myself in my head or slit my throat. All are very extreme things but, you try watching yourselves and then get back at me. You don't know how to act in certain situations and you all also do not know how to act around other people that don't wear american apparel or boots from a fucking vintage shop. Stop trying to act unique in your entire urban outfitters outfit and your v-necks. Stop following a trend. Jump from one to one another to another. First it was FFTL and now it's Justice. STFU and DIE.



Did i just jump from one to another? or did I just jump from one to another? It happens.

lets recap: I leave on Jan. 2 for a nice extended time with Megan.

and heaven knows I'm miserable now

It has now surfaced who I can trust and who I cannot, it kills me, it slays me. It will eventually murder me but it is what it is and I cannot and I will not change my feelings towards people most here. Sacramento, CA has let down all expectations and I cannot do it anymore. One year, next year, this very month, I will be gone and happier than ever. I have the okay's and the ability to do it and i'm not going to stop myself from doing what I feel is right.

Countown to winter break road trip with myself: 55 days.

election day

YAY AMERICA.
FUCK YOU CALIFORNIA.

Excuse me music lovers

The Evening Episode-Red Weather

Click me!
Tera Lopez leads with the vocals, everything she does is amazing. They had their last show last weekend while I was in LA and I am very sad I missed it.
BTW PARTY AT HER PLACE SATURDAY